I went to ICA today to collect my letter of renounciation, so as of today I am Singaporean no more. Honestly I don't really know how to feel or think, the whole process was simpler than I thought, i was half expecting deportation or being retained and sent to NS but I walked in and out in about 15 minutes, 10 of which I spent waiting for an elevator. The letter itself was plain white paper with 2 sentences on it, indicating I no longer I have ceased being a Singaporean today.
There were a lot of conflicts as I struggled through the rest of my day at work, someone told me recently that whatever I choose I shouldn't feel I've let anyone down, but somehow it feels exactly like that. I couldn't help wondering if there was another way, if I could have fought to keep both my citizenships, cos it's like I've given up part of my identity. But now that I think about it I might as well let Him determine my path, I know that I have things to do here yet and I guess which country I belong doesnt really matter in the end.